Gripping debut explores a lie, a fire and the search for safety
Published in Mom's Advice
Brandon M. Rogers’ debut novel, "The Safe Place," follows Tristan, a man whose polished life hides secrets, unresolved grief and a lie that began when he was 6. The story begins in New York City, with Tristan newly married to Jocelyn and already slipping back into old patterns — long nights, pills, avoidance. A medical crisis lands him in a hospital bed, exposing the cracks in the life he has spent years building. From there, the novel traces his slow, often painful journey through therapy, memory and faith.
The narrative moves between two worlds. In the present, Tristan waits in a counselor’s office after an overdose, counting breaths and rehearsing excuses. In the past, each session unlocks a season of his life. In late-1980s Pennsylvania, Tristan grows up with his twin sister Marie, a brilliant but fragile mother and a loving father. A small choice with a red lighter triggers a house fire that changes everything. A three-month stay in the psychiatric wing of the Children’s Hospital of Philadelphia exposes him to both cruelty and care. Pressured to lie about his father, Tristan loses the bond that gave him comfort and learns that love can feel conditional.
From there, Tristan drifts through a series of “almost-homes”: friends’ families, church households, teachers who notice both his gifts and his loneliness. These experiences offer glimpses of safety before life pulls him elsewhere, reinforcing his belief that affection must be earned and can vanish without warning. Faith becomes another anchor through Gram, his grandmother and Jacob, a young church mentor, whose small acts of care begin to soften a heart hardened by trauma. By adulthood, Tristan appears successful — prestigious university, Manhattan consulting career, charm — but inside he is hollow. Jocelyn, his wife, refuses to let him hide. “Safe isn’t the same as alive,” she tells him, a quiet refrain that shapes the novel’s emotional arc.
Rogers handles difficult material without sensationalism. The focus stays on Tristan’s inner life and the ways a tender boy learns to survive. Faith emerges naturally. Tristan prays hesitantly, listens in church and slowly finds a voice for the God he thought had abandoned him.
Supporting characters highlight the difference care can make. Gram’s steady love, Peter’s late tenderness, Jocelyn’s insistence on honesty and the counselor’s patience show that safety is cultivated through relationships, not found in external places. Secondary characters — teachers, friends’ families, mentors — offer small but lasting acts of care, contrasting with those who fail him, including his brilliant but broken mother.
Rogers’ prose is close, almost memoir-like, with concrete details that anchor memory and emotion. Motifs of breath, doors, gratitude and the difference between being safe and alive recur naturally, connecting early trauma to later growth. The pacing mirrors Tristan’s life: early chapters are intense, the middle slows for reflection and the final hospital stretch compresses decades of shame and discovery into a handful of transformative encounters.
By the end, Tristan has not erased his past. The fire, the lie, the hospital stay remain. Yet he begins to see himself as more than his experiences. The safe place he long sought in borrowed homes and city apartments grows within him, nurtured by faith, honest relationships and the courage to face the truth. The ending feels like a beginning, inviting readers to reflect on the doors in their own lives and what it might take to walk through them with fear, grace and hope.










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